Coming Together

I don't know how to explain it but I am going to try my best...

Have you ever been so surprised that you have accually gone speechless and even when you try and speak you can't because you are either so surprised so gratful or so...happy that you can't even begin to express yourself??? I was in this situation twice this week...I am still shook. Still taken a back. Still very much...happy. Media class, Resevoir Dogs and Sci. Fi. have never come together all at once to create something this wonderful.

Despite my happiness, I am filled with fright and anxiousess. My mind races with questions, such as: what if? are you sure? why? when? blah, blah, blah...Though I know that as much as I would kill for the answers to these questions, they cannot all be answered...I must learn to trust myself...as well as those select few around me as well

Life moves on, coming together slowly and making my life more and more enjoyable. Hope this lasts!